Well its nearly 5 weeks now she has gone so heres the update... She isnt coming back still claims there is no one else and after asking around I believe her. When I first spoke to her after she had gone she said she just needed time and space, I gave it to her but she still decided no.
Still dont really understand why she said she just wasnt happy and listed a load of things, some of them were my fault but most of them were things I couldnt change, like the fact I had spent most w/e for last 2 years doing house, she wanted it done.
It has been very diffcult for last 5 weeks I must admit, but feeling alot better now, I hit the gym big time, lost over a stone in weight, got buff and got a second date with a new lady tomorrow, probably a rebound thing but screw it, litterally
Looking forward to summer and the ladies......
She is pretty messed up money wise now, but Im not helping her, she left me so its her problem. She turned up at the house drunk late Monday night said she was staying because she was still paying her part of mortgage couldnt say no so had to let her stay, spoke to her again and its like she has been replaced by a different person so wierd, she said with 3 weeks of leaving me she had slept with some other bloke just to get me out of her system, b*tch I didn't need to know that
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Anyway moral of the story is 'f*ck her', her loss not mine
, it was hard, Im sure Im going to have bad days but I'm actually glad now, I can look a younger model lol 23-25 would be ideal
. Wedding money is going to be blown on a new motor
looking at a Porsche Cayman
at leat the Porsche wont shout and moan at me