It is with tears in my eyes I type this post. My beautiful Rachel has ditched me. 10 years of being together, 5 living together and just 3 months of being engaged. I am heartbroken and a shadow of what I was. I don't know right now what is going to happen but I may be away from here for some time and may well need to sell my A4 to keep a roof over my head. To be honest I don't much care. I've lost th emost precious thing I've ever had and feel like I have nothing. I love her so very very much but she has told me she doesn't love me anymore.
I bid you all a fairwell for the time being at least. I may be back then again I may not, only time will tell. If I don't return i would like to thank everybody on here for the help and the banter.